“Acceptance From Others”

Afraid the good years are wasted away

 

I hate my thought process and my choices

 

Who should I blame for my games besides myself

 

It’s been a long time and I’m still not fine why not

 

Scared that I don’t know how to be a man constantly

 

My discipline is weak and I’ve fallen asleep well

 

Gun still calling my name but I don’t want to add to the shame I’m just worried

 

Worried that I’ll never be the man I am supposed to be and cry tears

 

Self-pity years should be over no need to look over the shoulder yeah

 

 

Wrap your hands in such a way

 

That when I want to run to get away

 

I’ll feel the warmth and decide to stay

 

Tell me I’m fine and I should make up my mind

 

Here and now at this moment

 

No need to be afraid

 

Living this life one day after day

 

Tell me I’m more than okay

 

 

 

I won’t believe you so don’t waste your time

 

I’ve got to forgive myself wipe the crimes

 

No one is holding onto but me

 

Year after year I’m embarrassed

 

That I’m still far down in the dumps

 

Giving trash fist bumps

 

Why do I attack myself

 

As if the people around me need any help

 

 

 

Wrap your hands in such a way

 

That when I want to run to get away

 

I’ll feel the warmth and decide to stay

 

Tell me I’m fine and I should make up my mind

 

Here and now at this moment

 

No need to be afraid

 

Living this life one day after day

 

Tell me I’m more than okay

 

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