“No Traces of Thoughts”

Rays of light on faces wake me up
Maybe some of us can make this life better
Instead of hiding in my room in silence
Perhaps I should dare to venture outside
If faces that bring joy plus wonder
Are around me I should ponder the reasons why I hide and weep alone
I shouldn’t soak my pillow in tears and pessimistic thoughts
I’m just tired of hiding the best of me in a private vault

Locked up in my mind
Secure so you will not find
Any traces of what I’m really feeling or thinking
Barricade in my head
Roses blue as I hide in bed
Any traces of what I am feeling not for sale to anyone
Penny for my thoughts no thank you

I’m not afraid I’m just careful not to give away
The emotions I have wrapped in the things that I say
Sometimes I don’t think anyone will listen
Sometimes I don’t want anyone to
But isolation dries the heart and I know it
Still it drains me from my focus
And I should leave my comfort zone
Honey it is safer in my home
Wrapped up in covers pretending to be gone I know it’s wrong but I feel strong out of view

Locked up in my mind
Secure so you will not find
Any traces of what I’m really feeling or thinking
Locked up in my mind
Secure so you will not find
Any traces of what I’m really feeling or thinking

2 thoughts on ““No Traces of Thoughts”

    1. I’m really having a hard time with isolating myself right now and it is scary how it can happen and hold a person captive.

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