“Turned Around I Know Now”

Silhouette of a tree.
Silhouette of a tree. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The whisper of a lonely breeze cools my tears

It says there is no need to keep fighting anymore

The inevitable is here and has arms open

All of these years spent running away from the love nothingness offers

Oh I have been a fool

Struggling just irritates my mind and skin

Intimate moments with surrender arouse me but I pull out

Scared to commit all of my inches to her

But I should go all the way inside of her walls

I will find peace and pleasure as I erupt

A final apex at the end of my story instead of where it should be

Guilt for those I will miss will mean nothing as I won’t exist

Sure my heart is heavy as I know this horrible secret they don’t know

Over time my surrender will be made clear to them as necessary

No more suffering

No more damaging my fingers and hands trying to climb out of my worthlessness

Engulf me in the dark tar of forgetfulness

Let my life disappear under the same dirt as those before me

My candle shall wax cold

Too tired to run anymore

Too tired to deny the whispers of reason and reality

The whisper of a lonely breeze cools my tears

No need to keep fighting anymore

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