It's not enough until I'm exhausted, hanging by a thread almost dead Hate the label the lazy, self deceived mind hazy, no results acting surprised Clench my fists and resist any need for breaks gotta subtract rest I've got to feel worthy, gotta feel accepted, gotta give more than I am requesting Starting at self-hate … Continue reading Barrel Down A Rocky Hill

Fifteen days away Too far so let us say goodnight and sleep until then That's what you make me feel like I won't feel right until you come back Gone and took your love away What is like, holding your hands Seeing your face Tell me, what substitute exists Yeah, I'll be, counting every minute … Continue reading 15 Away

Okay, Well I just want to sit beside you and rest. You know? Like don't think about anything else besides being loved as I am. No more, no less. I seem to feel like an incomplete puzzle that even I don't attempt to put back together. Feelings piling in an open door with lies again, … Continue reading Garbage Post: Conversation In Confusion With Pamela On A Cloudy Day

Boring man Entertain us with sin Material things get you in To our hearts fast . Repeat Anything sinful We nod in approval Covetous so jealous . Longing for The same lifestyle Hot hot balloon women eyes Exposed thighs while smiling . Cash Cars Houses we can't afford Several miles . Repeat it all in … Continue reading Secular Formula Milk

What do we do when it's illegal to breathe Work and obedience in torture is your job they say They swear to know how humans should live but don't dare do the very things they make you do It's spreading under every radar What do we do when our lives are inconvenient to the suits … Continue reading Purge Preparation

Some die and want to see paradise first I want to see you first. Cry for a million years Saying thank you before collapsing again in joyful tears. I could have been left to fight unseen enemies desiring my death I sinned, you would have been justified in walking away slowly while I watched in … Continue reading Infinity First

Quietly Behind my doors I've been praying for you And you, and you. - Overseas Down my street Yes I weep For you too. - I won't tell You to your face The mission isn't bragging it's getting you help From the best King this world hates. - Name a King Who served his own … Continue reading A Brother For You Everywhere

Fix my ears and heart please Almighty God Both of them seem to be in error You speak but somehow I miss it all I'd love to hear your gentle voice again If I'm dirty make me clean far from obscene Living without your guidance is useless Living on a cut off street dead-ends both … Continue reading Few Bars During An Emergency